Bill: “Sometimes I feel really lonely!”

Subject: Bill: “Sometimes I feel really lonely!” Tue Dec 29, 2009 10:27 pm

“They’re telling me it’s beautiful,I believe them but will I ever know
the world behind my wall….”,that says Tokio Hotel in their new
single,World behind my wall.Oh!

Is Bill passing through a bad moment?
What made him write something like this?

His answers:

POR TI: Bill,we want to ask you something intense,are you happy?
Bill: In my career I’m totally happy.Humanoid is a real success.And I’d
really like that my personal life would be the same.I don’t know what
to do to be happy 100%,because I’m not.

POR TI: Oh!But why are you saying this?
Bill: Maybe because sometimes I don’t have time for me.Neither can I
celebrate our success like someone else.Plus,I didn’t had a girlfriend
for a long time,unfortunately.

POR TI: With what can we help you?
Bill: I don’t know (sigh),there were rumours like I searched a
girlfriend through a reality show.But this is not for me,imagine me
standing in front of the cameras and being close to a girl,I don’t like
it.I want to meet someone,but lamentably is impossible for me.I don’t
go out,never,neither for shopping.

POR TI: And why don’t you get out/escape from your wall?
Bill: I don’t even try it.It’s just…going at an ?antro? it’s difficult
for me,though there is security,it seems I’m going at a session of
photos or autographs,I’m feeling like an animal from the petting
zoo!But it’s part of my career.Maybe I know someone through her,who
knows?If the love arrives to you,it arrives anywhere!

POR TI: At least you’re happy with you?
Bill: Sometimes I don’t even have time to realize that,what I know it’s
that I’m very nervous,I review the things 10 times so that everything
will be perfect.I think I should relax (laugh)

POR TI: Oh listen,and you’re afraid for about the future?
Bill: A little,who knows what I’ll do in 10 years?My worst nightmare is
to have a job in a bussines office with a boss beside me.I had problems
at the school with my teachers and I don’t like to listen.I hope I will
be my leader,ha ha!

POR TI: Why?You get angry easily?
Bill: I’m very passional,and yes I yelled at the other TH members if I didn’t liked something.

POR TI: How it’s a fight between you guys?
Bill: Before we were argueing much more.Today we’re making psychological sessions and yeah…

POR TI: How?
Bill: We stop talking,and if something works good for me Tom is getting angry and yeah..But next day we forget everything!

POR TI: Did someone said: “enough!i’m leaving!” ?
Bill: Openly no one did,but in their minds I’m sure they
did,yes!Now,serious there are moments when I think: “I won’t do
anything more,I’ll quit!” It’s that I want time for me!Because even if
it’s in the band,the fact I’m not going out to have fun like I’d like
or not having girlfriend makes me feel really lonely.

POR TI: Uy! And when would you leave all?
Bill: When I won’t have any ideas I will pack up my stuff and I will
stay without knowing anything about the band for 1 year.But in the end
I will think at the fans,at the force that gives us and at all the fun
for being the lead singer of Tokio Hotel and I will say: “Better not
leaving all behind!”

wow
maybe the interview is a load of BULLSHIT
i mean..Bill cant really mean that?
...

he can :/

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