*Try to see world through my eyes

Subject: *Try to see world through my eyes Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:43 pm

~1ST CHAPTER ~

It was another rainy day. Usually i would stay at home and be online on facebook but today … like something was calling me to get up and go out for a walk … like someone's voice was screaming in my head, somebody needed me. I needed someone …
I was walking slowly, holding an umbrella. I was looking down. I saw a couple running together, holding hands. They looked so happy. It was nice to see somebody smiling, even though not at me. Deep inside i knew somewhere, out there, was He. Like he was calling me. I started walking faster, like i was impatient. I thought, maybe, like that i'll find him sooner . I came to a semaphore. The road was clear so i continued walking. I was still looking down when i heard somebody screaming in front of me.
' STOP! '

I looked forward and saw him running to me.

' A car! '

I looked to the side and …

Suddenly i was lying on the road.

' Are you ok? '
- what?
' Are you hurt? '
- I?
' yeah '
- no. I mean i am fine
' didn't you see a car? '
- no :/
' well, the most important thing is that you're fine. Sorry, i didn't mean to jump on you, but you didn't hear me at first. '

He was still lying on me, checking if i was ok.

- sorry
' for what? '
- 'cause .. i didn't see the car .. and .. heard you screaming o.o
' hehe no worries'
- khm
' oh, yes' i'll get up. Sorry. '
- mhm

He got up and offered me his hand to get up.

- thank you

I got up and looked at him. Now i saw his eyes, they were beautiful. Then i looked at his hand. My hand was still in his. I felt his touch. His skin was so soft. At the moment i thought like i already met him. Looking into his eyes …

' khm '
- o .. a, sorry
' it's ok, i can hold your hand if you're scared to walk across the street alone '
- what? I .. no
' ehehehe i'm just kidding '
- oh .. ok
' well, next time be more careful '
- i will, i was just thinking and didn't see the car
' i know. Well, goodbye … now '

I was still looking at his eyes. They looked so innocent and caring, like i already saw them.

' hello? '
- oh, i'm sorry.

I put my hand on my head, i have just embarassed myself.

- i know what you think, but i'm not some crazy chick.
' haha it's ok, i guess this just wasn't your day '
- probably
' so .. goodbye. Be careful. '
- thank you, i will … bye

He turned and walked away. I was still standing on the road watching him leaving while it was raining like crazy. My umbrella was broken. I looked at my hand and i could have still felt his touch. I didn't know what to do, where to go 'cause i knew … he will be the only thing i'll think about. But i didn't even know his name, we were just strangers.
I looked at him again and i saw he turned around. He stopped and looked at me. He waved to me. I smiled and waved back.
He walked away …
Something in my head was screaming 'BILL' .

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:50 pm

Awiiiiii ...
Soo good sis <3
keep it upp please

Love u. <3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:54 pm

awww .. Amazingg. <33
Keep it upp ^.^

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:57 pm

@Hilal : aww tesekkur ederim canim Very Happy

i'm glad you like it <3 i love you too <3
@ Ahz-7 : awwwi ^^ thank youuuuu <3 Very Happy

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:58 pm

jao extra je....
pisi jos plese!!!!
jako mi si swidja...<33
MOLIM TE nastawi jos....
wtp...<333

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Tue Apr 13, 2010 10:04 pm

awwww hvala ti puno Jelena Very Happy

nastavit ću ^^
<3 te !!

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Wed Apr 14, 2010 2:50 am

That's amazing Very Happy

Keep it up!

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Wed Apr 14, 2010 1:56 pm

Thank youu Very Happy

<3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Wed Apr 14, 2010 3:20 pm

Great job lely! keep up your great work Very Happy

but girls, i've said this several times, make sure to speak english and only english on the forum, that's the rules Very Happy

post your chapter soon <3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Wed Apr 14, 2010 3:42 pm

thank you <3 sure i will, i'm writing a new one Very Happy

oh, sorry, yeah, Jelena and I will talk in english and only english since now ;]]] Very Happy

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 3:10 pm

~ 2ND CHAPTER ~

- What do you think, Joshi? Am i crazy? Is this real? Could i feel like this even though i don't know him? I don't know what to do. A thought of him makes me smile, but it feels weird to love somebody just by seeing him once. But his eyes … they were so beautiful and you could have seen what he thinks, what he feels! … ahh Joshi, i'm so confused right now. I wish you could tell me something … Anything …

I was lying on my bed and talking to my stuffed animal, Joshi. He was like my best friend, i knew he would never tell my secrets to anybody. Well, of course he wouldn't 'cause, he was just a toy. But that didn't metter to me because everytime i needed to cry and just to express my feeling to somebody – he was always there. At least he would never leave me

- Joshi, tell me something, do you think ... Oh, what the hell?! You can't answer me :/

I was thinking a few more minutes and then fell asleep.

*2 MONTHS LATER*

- I don't feel well - i was talking on the phone.
Lucas : So you're not going out with us?
- Nope, sorry.
Lucas : Oh, it's ok. Take a rest.
- I will, thank you. And have fun with Dorothy.
Lucas : Emm, I don't like her so much. You know i'm going out with her only because you asked me.
- Hehe.
Lucas : And anything new with that 'Superman' guy?
- I wish Sad
Lucas : Hmm, maybe he lives on North Pole with real Superman.
- Not funny.
Lucas : And yet you're laughing.
- Haha yeah.
Lucas : I wonder, is he also afraid of kryptonite ...
- Haha shut up. You know i'm going crazy thinking about him.
Lucas : Well, you should just ... Oh, sorry, i have to go now.
- Sure.
Lucas : Bye and ... say 'hi' to Joshi.

We started laughing and then i hung up. 2 months later and i was still thinking about that guy who saved my life. I wish i could see thatr care, happiness and truth in his beautiful eyes 'cause they are the only i was dreaming about at nights, even though it might sound weird.

*NEXT DAY*

It was raining heavily again today. I don't know why, but I took my umbrella and went out. I was listening to that song by Manga - we could be the same.

- For all this time - i started singing quietly - I've been loving you, don't even know your name ... Ahh ... - I sighed. - What was i thikning about? Why did i go out? This only makes me miserable.

I started talking to myself. I sat on a bench. It was wet, but i didn't care, i didn't care about anything anymore. I knew it was crazy what i felt and now i was ready to just let everything go.

- STOP! STOP! STOP! STOP! - i was screaming. I started crying, didn't know what to do. - GO AWAY! I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT YOU! WHO ARE YOU ANYWAY?

Everything was mixed in my mind. I put the umbrella away and rain was washing my face and tears i cried. Then, suddenly, i heard some familiar voice behind me saying ' Are you ok? ' He put his hand on my shoulder.
I turned around and saw him standing behind me and smiling at me.

- What?
' I asked are you ok? '

My heart was beating when he suddenly asked ...

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 3:13 pm

post soon :3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 3:24 pm

hehe definitely ^^

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 4:15 pm

awwww
it's soo cute
keep up da gd work Lely Razz

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 4:45 pm

awww thank you twiny <3 Smile

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 6:07 pm

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That's Amazing <33
Keep it up ^.^

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 7:04 pm

aww that's sweet <3
thanks Very Happy

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 8:20 pm

Omg omg!!
joshiiiii <3
MaNga - we could be the same <3
My half turkish sis ^^ :DDD
please post soon! <3
awesome ~

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 8:46 pm

awww ^^ i love both - Joshi and Manga Very Happy

<3
ehehe thanks sis, i will ;D
i love you<3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 9:23 pm

~ 3RD CHAPTER ~

' Will you join me in a walk? '
- I … Sure.

I stood up and he took my umbrella. He opened it and was holding it. We were walking. I was looking down. I finally met him again and now I couldn't look into his eyes. It felt so strange.

' You are all wet. '
- I know Razz

' Lol aren't you cold? '
- Umm, just a little bit.
' Oh, wait. Here, hold the umbrella for a second. '
- Ok.

He took off his jacket and put it on me.

' Better? '
- You really didn't have to.
' I don't want you to get ill. '

It was silence for a few seconds when i finally asked – Why do you care?
' Hehe what? '
-I mean, you already saved my life and now … Why do you care about me? Are you my guardian angel maybe?

He looked at me weirdly for a memont and then we both started laughing.

' Haha no, I'm not. '
- Then?
' I don't know, I just have a feeling like i need to … '
- Like you need … ?
' Like i gotta protect you. '
- I can take care of myself, you know Wink

' Yeah i see. Like you did when a car almost bumped you. '
- Well, that was just a … a moment of inattention.
' That's why i'm here. I guess … '
- I don't even know your name :/
' Bill. '
- What?
' My name is Bill. '

I stopped, i was looking at him like 'Are you kidding me?!'. I couldn't believe that … My mind was screaming his name even though i didn't know it before. I was speechless.

' Khm. '
- Your name is … Bill?
' Emm, yeah ' – he looked at me confusedly – ' are you going to tell me your name? '
- Yeah, yeah …
' And that is? '
- Oh. Oh! Lely.

We started walking again. It wasn't raining anymore, actually, it was sunny.

Bill : Wow! Look at the sky.
- Yeah?
Bill : Aha. Look, rainbow.
-Aww, it's nice Smile

Bill : Yep.
- So, where do you live? I didn't see you around.
Bill : Well, actually i don't live here.
- Yeah, i figured that out. Haha.
Bill : Ehehehe. My grandma lives here so i came to visit her.
- That's nice. Oh, i gotta change, it feels weird to be in a wet clothes.
Bill : Lol i bet it does.
- Umm, do you maybe wanna come with me? I mean i'll show you my flat. And if you're thirsty … Smile

Bill : Umm, ok.

*at my place*

I was just unlocking the door.

- I think i'm alone at home.
Bill : And where are your parents?
- I have no idea. Hehe.
Bill : Cool.

We walked in and i showed him my room – That's my kingdom.
He smiled – ' It's nice. You have some cool posters. '
- Thanks. Well, i'll be right back, i'm going to change.
Bill : Sure.

#Bill talking#

I walked around here room, looking the things in it. I saw some little stuffed animal on her bad. I sat on the bed and took that toy.

- Cute - i said about that toy.

I saw the graphite on her wall. It said 'Joshi'. It was here boyfriend, i guess. It felt weird to be in her room, to see her eyes again. I wanted to stay here forever, in warmness of her home, watching her smile the whole day. But i felt like i gotta run away.

- Lely?
Lely : Yes? – she asked from the bathroom.
- I … i gotta go.
Lely : What? No, no, stay, i wanna show you som …

#Lely talking#
When i got out of the bathroom, he was already gone. I don't know why he went. I wanted to talk to him, be next to him. But now he was gone 
I came to the bed and took Joshi.

- Joshi Sad

- the tears started falling down my face.

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 10:01 pm

awww </3. :'(
Great chapter Smile

Keep it up ^.^

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Apr 15, 2010 10:22 pm

aww...so beautiful...I love it...
Keep it up...
Do you realy have Joshi?

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Fri Apr 16, 2010 2:48 pm

@Aaesha : aww <3 :'] thank you!
@Jelena : thanks hon ^^ umm, yep, i really do have Joshi Very Happy

<3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Fri Apr 16, 2010 3:25 pm

A very great chapter! It's a very good story! Keep it up!

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Fri Apr 16, 2010 3:39 pm

aww thank you Very Happy

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