There's a first time for everything,right?

“Miiiiiiiiiiill, wake up, wake up!!” I yelled to my twin who was still asleep in her bed.

“What happened are you ok?” she asked, still with her eyes closed.

“Yes I am, open your eyes you have to see thiiiis!!” I said, or rather yelled. I was fucking excited.

“Is it worth it, leaving my bed?”

“Okay then, let me read it to you…Dear…” I started but Mill interrupted me,

“What are you going to read to me?”

“Shut up and let me finish” I laughed to my twin and started reading as a strange sound came from the bed. Mill had just pulled her pillow over her head, I knew she wanted to sleep but when I have read this to her, I knew she¢d change her mind. “Dear Anta and Camilla, congratulations, you won a meet and greet with the German band Tokio Hotel” I left out all the details of which day and where and all that. Mill suddenly jumped from her bed and stood side by side with me.

“WHAT?” she screamed.

“Yes, we won Mill!” I said and hugged her tightly. “I can¢t believe we¢re going to see them again, I¢ve missed them so much… all these years…”


*Flashback*



“5-10-15-20-25-30-35-40-45-50-55 ehm” Mill counted.

“Sixty” I laughed at her as she turned around and made a weird face.

“Arh, Anta, stop doing that I was ready to say it, everyone come out” Mill said.

“Anta, well done, now I have to find another place to hide” Bill complained

“Bill come on, you always hide in that place, she would find you immediately while she was turning around” Tom laughed at his 10 minutes younger twin, who was always hiding the same place.

“Heeey, stop attacking me, I wanted to help her! I protested. Let me tell you; it didn¢t help.

“I didn¢t want so. Go and find new places to hide and Bill don¢t hide behind the sofa again” Mill grinned to Bill, who was; as you probably found out, always hiding behind the sofa.

“But I hate dark places, it has some light there” Bill said but trailed off when all our eyes were resting on him. “Okay, okay” he just mumbled.

“So, let¢s start again” Mill said and turned her back to us. “5-10-15-20-25-30-35-40-45-50-55-60-65-70-75-80-85-90-95-100 I am coming to find youuu” she yelled and then did a quick eye-search, and as she couldn¢t see anyone she started to search for us. She goes to the wardrobe and opened it.

“Bill, here you are” she grinned, quietly.

“Hey, how did you know I was here?” Bill asked, he was always ¡mad¢ when he was the first to be found.

“I didn¢t” Mill grinned, “Okay, so go sit in the couch, I have to find Anta and Tomi” she smiled to Bill who sat down in the couch.

“You will never find Tom, he¢s good at this” Bill said and Mill shrugged.

“Let¢s see…”

Suddenly, Mill¢s eyes caught movement behind the low table, and she quietly go there.

“Anta, here you are” she grinned to me as I got up from my hiding spot. “Go sit beside Bill, I am going to find Tomi now.”

**

“We always find you first Bill” I smiled to Bill and rested my head on his shoulder. “You should try to get over your fear.” When I said that he did and irony movement to me… I hate that!

“Biiiiill, don¢t do that to me, you know I hate it” I said, making my best puppy eyes.

“And you know I love teasing you” Bill said and I looked away. “Oh come on Anta, don¢t be like that” he continued, I didn¢t move, I kept the same position without looking at him. “Anta?” I fell over him in some kind of hug and then we both started to laugh quietly.

“Boo” I laughed, “I know Bill.”

Mill was in the kitchen, opening all the cupboards, even the refrigerator, where she knew he couldn¢t be after all… then someone covered her eyes.

“Anta, if this is a trick so I¢ll loose the game, leave me” she said but she didn¢t get any reply. “Anta, come on, I¢m getting angry” by that word the hands release her and she turns around to see Tom standing before her, smiling.

“Tom, why did you do that?” she asked, slightly laughing, “I¢m supposed to find you.”

“Come on, you know you¢ll never find me” he laughed and shrugged.

“There¢s a first time for everything Tomi” she said, the words was so pure in some kind of way.

“Do you really believe that?”

“Yes!”

Then Tom went closer to her, their heads are just before each others, and slowly he moves his head closer to hers, his lips are only a few centimeters away from hers, it seems he¢s about to kiss her, she¢s sure…
And then Tom runs off into the living room without saying a word.

“Freedom to everyone” Tom yells and both Bill and I get up from the couch and we are laughing when Mill comes to the living room.

“Tomi! That was unfair!” she said, in a fake crying voice, but then she lights up and starts to smile.

“No… It wasn¢t my fold you didn¢t notice me” Tom laughed, “I was behind you, you know”
“Yeah” Mill said and her she was focusing on something on the ground, I knew exactly what she was thinking. “Anta it¢s time to go! Mama said we must leave early today”.

“I don¢t want to” I said, feeling sad suddenly “It¢s our last day with them, they¢ll move tomorrow.” Yeah, they boys, our best friends was about to move, to leave… forever.

“Can¢t you stay a bit longer?” Bill asked and sighed.

“No we can¢t” I could hear she trailed totally off, and we stood a while in silence, I guess we were all thinking the same thoughts. “I am so sad that you¢re going to move… that¢s not fair… You can go to school here and your mother has got a great job here!!”

“You know what¢s wrong with our parents” Tom said, and sighed, just like Bill just did, “In her new job our mother will be paid more money than she¢s paid here… And don¢t be sad Camilla, when we¢re going to be rockstars we will come back and take you from here” he ended and pulled her into something that looked like a very tight hug.

“I don¢t want to loose you” my younger twin started to cry in Tom¢s arms. “You¢re the only friends we have here… All the other children are so mean and stupid… I hate them."

“Yeah” I said and went closer to them to hug them both.

“Hey, don¢t leave me out of that group-hug” Bill grinned slightly and tried to hug us all.

“Guys, we have to go” Mill said, wiping a tear away from her cheek. “Tomi, keep your promise, okay?”

“I promise, I won¢t let him forget about you. We simply just can¢t forget you guys… We have been friends for 10 years now!”

“I don¢t want to go” I said, hugging Bill even tighter. I couldn¢t stop crying. I mean; those boys were our best friends, they best friend we¢d ever get.

“We don¢t want to go either… But it¢s for our best” Bill said and wiped a single tear away from his cheek. Either me or my twin Mill wanted to see them go.

“Anta, come on… We have to go”

We hugged each other, one last time tight, and cried out on each others shoulders, and promised that we would never forget about each other, and they promised they¢d send us letters… Minimum once a month…

*END OF FLASHBACK*

“Sis, there¢s something I never told you during these years… I think I can tell you now” Mill said sitting back down on her bed.

“What is it?” I asked her, excited in a way. Normally we never had secret to each other, and when we wanted to it was hard, cause we literally couldn¢t keep secrets from each other.

“Do you remember the last time at their house? When we were playing hide and seek?”

“Yeah, why?”

“When I was in the kitchen Tom covered my eyes, I thought it was you and then he uncovered my eyes and I saw it was him… and then I told him that it was unfair that I was supposed to find him, and he told me no one could ever find him and I told him that there¢s a first time for everything and then… he came closer to me… I think, he was about to kiss me, but then he ran off to the living room” she said, with a slight smile dancing on her lips.

“What?? Hello… so… he liked you!” I said! Even though we were small back then, I¢d always had an idea of that.

“Do you think they remember us?” Mill asked quietly, I could barely hear it, it was like she was whispering, because there was someone who couldn¢t hear it… but there wasn¢t.

“I don¢t think so… they never sent us a letter as they promised…”

It¢s been two weeks since we received the mail, which said that we had won meet and greet and it was fucking awesome. We couldn¢t help but be nervous, I mean; seriously, we had not seen those boys for so many years…

“Sis, I¢m so nervous” I said, taking my twins hand, squeezing it.

“Trust me, I am too” Anta said.

We were standing in the middle of about, 15-20 fans who had probably also won meet and greet, but the point was; we were not really fans, we were just here to see some boys back we hadn¢t seen for so long.

“The boys will arrive in five minutes, they¢ll give you all an autograph followed by a picture and then you will be escorted out in the concert hall where you all get a front row space” a small, fat bodyguard said. And if I told him what I was thinking he was probably going to be shocked; I didn¢t care about autographs or pictures or front row places, and neither did Anta… All we cared about was seeing them again.

The fans starting to chit chat a bit and I turned my attention to my 6 minutes older twin who was about to die because she was nervous, not because I wasn¢t nervous, I was!

Suddenly a tall boy walked out of a door in the corner of the room… Bill. He had changed a lot, and still he hadn¢t. I mean, he had grown a lot, he was fucking tall now man. His style was still the same, now it just had a touch of money. Now he could afford buying Dior jeans, he couldn¢t before. Behind Bill, Tom came out of the door. He had also grown taller, and his clothes were bigger and baggier than it was when I last saw him, but he was still as cute, and he looked like a bad boy… a lot! Behind them Georg and Gustav arrived. We had actually never met them, but… there¢s a first time for everything… right?

They started in the end longest from us and Anta squeezed my hand again.

“Do you think they will recognize us?” I asked her, she shrugged

“I don¢t know, after all it¢s many years ago” she said, and her eyes burned to Bill, I could just see it, and I knew exactly what she was thinking.

“Only Tom and I knows that he almost kissed me back then, that¢s a prove” I said quietly and laughed a bit, Anta nodded.

“Yeah, say that, or maybe not right here, but yeah.”

Before we knew the guys stood just right beside us, looking, much, much taller than I first thought, then it hit me. We had brought nothing for them to sign.

But before I could do anything Bill stood in front of Anta. They both stood like the time froze or something, they just looked into each other¢s eyes, they had had some of those moments back then also.

“What do you want me to sign?” Bill asked, his voice had also changed, he sounded much more grown up now, but I bet he was still afraid of the dark…

“Ehm, actually…” Anta said, just stretching out her arm so Bill could write an autograph on that.

“Oh mein gott sis, you¢re the freaking oldest” I told Anta and she finally took her eyes of Bill, she just shook her head and looked back at Bill who looked confused, then he just shook his head and went on to me. I didn¢t know what to do so I just did the same as my twin had done a moment before, stretching my arm to him and got an autograph on it.