Special Needs [One Shot]

yeah, maybe

hahaha ^^

awww this is really nice <3

Scheisse.
I can't believe that happened! ):
Sorryy it did. :/
You're like the last person who deserves that.
I think I know the feeling, about the guilt part, even though I haven't loved Tom for half as long as you've loved Bill...
I wish I could just give you a big fat hug! <3
Hugs and kisses will have to do... xoxoxoxoxo!!! <33

wow Joanna .. This actually made me cry
i really know the feeling !
Bill would be Lucky to have you ! Trust me ..
sometimes i get this feeling in a very strong way :p and all i think is "Hey Natalya Just give it some time, someday i will meet him, if not in lebanon maybe i will travel or smthn, and when i meet him .. oh well.. we just have to let Fate decide .. and im sure fate wants me and bill together" well thats what i THINK .. just to cheer up !
Now stop thinking negative .. and think positive !
ILD <3

@nicole: Well i got used to being hurt =/ and the guilt never fades away... I wish i could hug youu backk <3
love you farting kaulitz :]

@Natalya: man ma badde beke hone -.- i know mu2sife l 2ossa lol bas yeah wtvr everyone gets hurt and thats how i did... w im sure that bill isnt mine so whatever ;P positive bi tiz l ba2ra... i never get anything =/
ILDA<3

I just wanna tell you that if you really believe that you can get anything you'll get anything. Even if it is a great guy like Bill, I believe from the bottom my my heart that you can be Bill's special girl. If not maybe you'll get a guy just like him

I know that, but by time, you get so desperate and you can give up any second... you feel hopeless... :/

Being hopeless is the thing that cuts off all the feelings of happiness and etc It's just like a flower blooming, it's coming out of the ground just inches away from becoming true but when you say "No this is hopeless" it goes down :/
So try and not feel hopeless it's a bad emotion and try to be happy okay

there's nothing else that can make me happy ...
its a hard thing to do
its like killing urself for nothing...

Have you ever concentrating on the simple things in life? Like friends, love from friends, and the things which surprise you in every little way like a gift you didn't expect to get.
Being happy is all about life and the joy that life brings, like laughing along with a loved one....
It reminds me of a quotation : "If happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it" And the best way to cheer yourself up is to cheer someone else up

Joanna this Isnt Nothing !
Now stop these tragic moments ! And show me Your smile ! xD .. Just insert " " since i cant see ur real smile <3

because i dont really have these simple things
i cant distract myself so easily...

eh ok natalya

Haha okay, well at least your smiling

Yeah this is what my friend told me. He's the only one who knows out all my depressing breakdowns I get over somebody who doesn't even know me. I know how it feels... And this isn't even a quarter of the pain you feel. It hurts, I know, and he told me to focus on friends and stuff i tried but I'm unaccepted as well. I told him its love thats missing, and he asked me if I meant that I thought no one loved me. Soo I just said I meant that the people that I wish loved me, they're the ones who don't.

And he'll never know I meant him.

We'll get through it together... :/