*Try to see world through my eyes

welcome

hehe ;]]

aww...I have a teddy called Chikago!!! <333
It's a little cute teddy....<33
...<3 ....
I've got it from my best friend.....<33
I love him(chikago) so much....

awww ^^
see my avatar that's Joshi
hehe i got him from my parents last year for St. Nicholas <3 i love him so much!

aww...cutie.......<333
I will bring Chikago to croatia when I come....)
They can be BFF....Joshi and Chikago....:DD

awwww woohoo! (Joshi is saying 'hi' to Chikago)
<3

I'm excited ! xD
Keep it up ^.^

aww i'm so glad somebody actually reads my story ^^
thanks hon <3

You're Welcome <3

LoL....Chikago is saying "Hi" right back to Joshi....
and he sending the kisses from serbia...
btw....I also read your story...It's awesome!!!
Your story and Be my angel of death are the best!!! <33

A great chapter as usual! Keep it up! I'm even more excited with this one. I was laughing when Lucas only called Bill with his surname!

@Aaesha : hehe
@Jelena : awww Joshi and I are sending kisses to you 2 in Serbia ^^ ... and thank youu so much! i'm so glad you like it ... <3 you!
@Hilal : aww i know you're busy sis, it's ok i'm just glad you like it and thank you <3 ... ahaha Tom ... i'm thinking to write one chapter with him xD
@Xenia : oww that's nice ^^ thanks hon <3 ... ahaha yeah ;D

Love you too....
I love the part:
Lucas : just one second. Kaulitz! – he screamed over the hall again.
-Khm, that was loud.
Lucas : haha. Ok, this is a new guy in school.
so funny...

ahahaha thanks
<3

y.w. lely...<333

@Hilal : ahaha killing you became my profession i'll write soemthing about him and i love you too <3
@Jelena :

i'm starting to write it

yeyyyyyy...goodie!!!

ahahaha i love that song xD
btw here's a new chapter (sorry, no Tom in this one, but i promise next one) <3



~ 5TH CHAPTER ~

Lucas : I ... didn't know.

*SILENCE*

Lucas : Khm. I think i'll go - he went away and left us standing there speechless.
I turned around and closed my locker - bye - i said not ever looking him into eyes.
Bill : Lely! - he yelled behind me and followed me - are you mad at me?
-Noo, why should i be mad? -.-' - i stopped and turned.
Bill : Well, i left and ...
I interrupter - Look, i don't even know your name, it's ok.
Bill : But ... ://
-Bye - i turned around and started walking in front of him. A tear fell down my face.

#Bill talking#

She left me standing there. I was watching her leaving. I was hoping she would turn around, but she didn't. My heart was broken, just like i have broken hers. I was felling awful. I know what i've done wasn't right, but it's just ... She makes me feel loved and happy.
Gosh! There's such a mess in my head. This what i feel is just crazy. I've seen her only twice, but it feels so right when i'm with her.
And in the other hand - why did i go?! I wanna be with her, but i can't.
Lucas came to me after she left. He was saying something, but i couldn't hear him. I was just thinking about her saying 'bye'. She said it so coldly

Lucas : Bill ... Bill ... Bill! - he waved with his hand in front of my head - dude, are you listening to me?
-A? Yes.
Lucas : Look, Lely is my best friend and if you have hurt her ...
-I did, but it hurts me too

...

*Later that day*
#Lely talking#

I was just lying on my bed and talking to my deas Joshi :] :/

-Joshi I felt so terrible when i left him standing there. Maybe we should have talked. But he ... did the same thing to me. But yet, i can't be mad at him, I just feel worse. And now ... he's going to my school.

A doorbell rang.

-Baby, i'll be right back - i told to Joshi, kissed him and left him on my bed.
I was still feeling broken. I didn't talk to anyone the whole day. Even a tought of Bill made me cry.

I opened the door - Yeah? - i said sadly.
Lucas : Hey.
-Oh, it's you, hi.
Lucas : And who did you expect? ;D
-Honestly, nobody.
Lucas : Well, now i'm here. I see you're still depressed.
-I'm crashed :///
Lucas : Uhh ... I brought you something.
-Yeah?
Lucas : Aham. Here - he gave me a piece of paper. Something was written. I went to my room to read it.
-Come in - i said while looking at the paper.

I came to my room and sat on my bed. I started reading.
It said :

I know right now i'm the last person you wanna talk to, but i need you. I'm sorry, I care about you.I hope we could be friends, or something like that ;]
If you change your mind and are ready to try to forgive me ... I'll wait.
Bill.TheStranger <3

I just hugged Joshi.

Lucas : What is it written?
-He realy cares - i whispered.
Lucas : what? Well, anyway, i see you're amazed ;P So i'll go. Bye!

I didn't reply, i couldn't talk. I was just thinking about his words 'I'm sorry, I care about you'. *-*
What should i do?

...

It was about 7 p.m. I decided to go out for a walk, i needed some fresh air. I went to the park behind my building. It was spring so meadow was full of flowers. I started smiling. ' ... I care about you ... ' these Bill's words were passing through my head.
Suddenly, some black dog came to me. I saw he was wearing a dog-collar. He had a pendant and his name was Scotty.

-Scotty - i said quietly - hello

He just barked. He wanted to cuddle.

-Hehe, good dog.

' Scotty! ' - i heard somebody called his name - ' come here boy! '

Scotty ran and i turned around.

-Bill ...
Bill : Hi (:

i <333 itt !
Keep it up ^_^