*Try to see world through my eyes

awww Aaesha, you're Jelena's & Xenia's aunt *-*
<3

xaxax....we are such a big family...xD

hahaha Thanxx <33

LoL

Awii so nice chapter keep it up <3
Love you sissy
btw im first again

haha yeah
thank you <3 love you!

Jao....kako tuzan chapter...
omg...msm stwarno sam zaplakala...nezezam se...
jako je lepa prica...
i pliz nemoj uskoro da je zavrsis...jer uzivam citajuci je...<333
....a little tear fell from my eye....<33

awwww srećooo <3 pa hvala tii :*
ajme, ne mogu vjerovati, rasplakala sam te? *-*
volim te puno<3

da zaista jesi...jako mi je lepo......<333333
wtnnn....<33

Love it as always mommy! Awww. Daddy was so sweet...

hehe thank you baby <3

aww Jelena <3 vtp!

wtnncs!!!

<333

O.O
Nice chapter
Keep it up ^^
Post soon

thanks sis
i'll probably post today ;]

yeyyyyyyyy!!!

hehe <3

Yay ! *-*

haha

~ 20TH CHAPTER ~

-Bill.
A nurse : Is that your brother?
-O.o no, that's my … boyfriend.
A nurse : Oh, i think nobody came, i'm sorry =/
-What? That black-haired guy, brown eyes, black shirt and jeans …
A nurse : Emm, nope.
A nurse left the room. I was watching her leaving and couldn't believe… he left, it's over. I did a big stupid mistake.

-Why the fuck did i try to hurt myself? I knew it would end like this! I've never been this miserable, it kills me.Stupid Peter, stupid fear, stupid life! – i screamed.
' What? '
I opened my eyes and saw him standing at the door.
' Stupid life? '
-Bill *-*
Bill : Hey – he came into the room with a little smile on his face.
-But a nurse said nobody came.
Bill : What? Well don't trust when they say that, i'm always with you.
-I'm sorry =(
Bill : About what?
-I'm sorry i tried to … 'leave'. I really didn't mean to hurt you, you know tha-
Bill : Shh, shh, shh. It's ok, i understand. I told you i'll never leave again. You just take care for now, ok? Don't think about it, we will talk later.
-But i wanna say what did i feel at that moment, i want you to know everything.
Bill : Are you sure you can talk?
-Yes, i gotta do this.
Bill : Ok.
-I want you to know that… i was really scared. After that what happened the other day i couldn't think straight, i wanted to talk to you, but i didn't think you would understand. I know what i did... uff – a tear ran down my face, i wiped it away – you probably think i don't have enough trust in you, i don't feel safe with you. The problem is that i do, you make me feel protected and nobody has never made me feel like that. I don't know how to act, think, what to do.
I thought pills would make me forget about it. I told you, i couldn't think straight. And … please, forgive me, i really love you and don't wanna lose you even though i know this could never be forgotten.

*silence*

Bill : I just need to know do you feel me and believe me when i say 'i'm here forever'.
Lely, I'm here for You. Don't ever think you're alone because i'm by your side. Of course i will forgive you, i already did 'cause you mean everything to me – he sat next to me and took my hands in his – and please don't ever do something like this, ever again!

…

*2 weeks later*

I was in my room, laying on my bed, talking on the phone with Jelena.
Everything was great, i was back to my normal life. And i was all about Bill <3
Jelena : 2 more days!
-Beh.
Jelena : Haha i though you are excited.
-Nothing special.
Jelena : You'll be 19!
-Emm that's just one more year than 18 =P I'm getting oooold O.o -.-
Jelena : Granny.
-Who knows, maybe tomorrow i'll get pregnant and .. O.O enough about the kids, it's scary
Jelena : i think my dad would kill me if i'd get pregnant with 18.
-Nope, my dad wouldn't kill me, i would kill myself
Jelena : Now that's morbid.
-I'm just saying that i'm waaay too young to be a mom, especially a granny O.o
Jelena : Haha. That would be awesome.
-You would be a grandpa
Jelena : Blah blah ..

Jelena : Oh, gotta run, Lucas is here.
-Sure. TTYL.
Jelena : Now you sound like Paris Hilton in her B.F.F. serial
-Awesome, my biggest wish ever haha.

I hung up. I remembered my old buddy Joshi. Where is he? O.o
-Joshi! – i actually tried to call him.
No answer. Well of course, stupid me -.-
Where is he?!
He wasn't in my bad, neither on my brother's bed, or in the bathroom, or in the fridge. Now this was weird.
-Jesus! Now you can actually walk? – i said sarcasticly.
I went to a trash can. I don't know why.
I opened it and … JOSHI!
He was in a trash can?!

-Joshi!! who put you there? – i wanted to hug him, but instead of that i put him in washing machine – i can't believe it =(
I went to sit on my bed. This was totally strange. I know my parents wouldn't do that. Neither would Bill or Jelena or Hilal … LUCAS -.-
Yep, that stupid stupid Stupid jerk. He was jealous on Joshi U_U.


(guys, this is my Joshi)


I was walking round my room and noticed a package under my desk.
I remembered a postman delivered it on that day i …. Whatever!
I took the package. But my phone rang.
-Yep?
Bill : Hi
-It's you ^^
Bill : I'm glad that made you happy.
-Of course ;D
Bill : So what are you doing?
-Umm remember that package the postman delivered on a day i ..
Bill : Ya,ya. You didn't open it yet?
-No, i forgot about it O.o
Bill : Haha. Well i'm on my way to you so.
-Buy chocolate!
Bill : Haha ok. See ya.
-Bye-bye.

I opened the package, but there was something wrapped in it. First i found a postcard. It said 'Don't ever forget me'.
-What? O.o
I unwinded the package and it was … Bill's jacket.
-What the- O.O

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Awesome chapter *-*
Keep it upp ^^

ahahaa nice nice^^
but dont be sure maybe i can put joshi in trash

Keep it up <3
Love ya <3

Who can do that to joshi? That is so mean!!
Nice chapter!! Keep it up!

@Aaesha : eheh thanks <3
@Hilal : ohhh, yeesss, you're jealous too thanks <3 love you too
@Cofie : awww yes :/ but thank you *-* <3