*Try to see world through my eyes

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sat Jun 05, 2010 10:46 am

hahah...Lely the only way to shut your mouth is to Kiss you,....I mean a BOY!!! xD
You talk too much girl!! xD
Post soon...Love you!!!

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sat Jun 05, 2010 3:17 pm

Ou jea! wiiii!
Fuck Matt. xPP
Billyyy. <3
You will be with him, again, right? *.*

hihi. anyway. I like.^^
and.. Write soon. SO SOON! xP
<3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sat Jun 05, 2010 10:41 pm

@Aaesha & Sophie : thanks girls! love you both ^^<3
@Jelena : ahahaha obviously xD i wanted to make that effect Lol.. well thanks sis<3 love you too!
@Karlo : haha fuck Matt xD hmm we'll see ;] .. awwi thank you baby<3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sun Jun 06, 2010 6:49 pm

yap! haha.
Write neww! i can't wait anymoree! xP

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sun Jun 06, 2010 6:53 pm

xD
i'm writing it now Wink

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sun Jun 06, 2010 8:14 pm

~ 36TH CHAPTER ~

He kissed me, put his hand on my cheek and pushed me to the wall.
Our lips separated and i opened my eyes.
He was smiling.
-What are you smiling at? This was wrong. Wrong. Wrong. Wrrrong.
Bill :

His smile was so adorable. I couldn't not to notice it. It made me nervous. Didn't know what comes next.
-Why did you kiss me?
Bill : You talk way too much
-You could have just say 'shut up'.
Bill : That's not me.
-Well this shouldn't be you neither.
Bill : Hehe.

I was recumbent to the wall and couldn't move 'cause he was practically on me.
-Could you move just a little bit? – i said while pushing him away.
Bill : Are you going to start talking again? – he was still smiling so sweetly, looking right into my eyes.
I was trying to avoid his look – Maybe.
Bill : May i kiss you again then?
-Emm, no, you may Not – i looked at him strangely.
Bill : You know my weakness, that's why i'm sleepless. Baby i'm thinking of your love, ooh – he started singing quietly.
-What? Just move.
Bill : I've run away from you, erased my love tattoo, but you're the one that makes my heart beat faster – he continued with a smile on his face.
I looked at him sarcasticly – That won't help you.
Bill : Baby i'm thinking of your love, ooh.
-Ok, this is getting really boring, you know. I won't fall back to your arms just because you can sing. Or whatever. And by the way, i think your mouth is starting bleeding again. So, go clean it. I ain't gonna do it again if you continue singing. Okay?
He stopped singing and moved.
-Here, was that so hard? – i took a towel and started cleaning his mouth.
He didn't say a word. Just was watching at me and still singing quietly.

Bill : You liked it
-Liked what? – i was still cleaning the blood on his mouth.
Bill : The kiss.
-I did not
Bill : Yes you did, yes you did, yes you did
-Shut up. Or you wanna eat the towel.
Bill :

-Here, you're ok now. Here's the plaster if you start bleeding again.
Bill : If i do, will you take care of me again?
-No, i won't -.-

He smiled and turned – Bill : I'm going now.
-Yes, and you should.
Bill : Hehe… - he started walking to the front door. He opened them, turned, looked back at me and waited a second - … If you want…
-No.
Bill : But i didn't even say anything.
-No.
Bill : I-
-No.
Bill : Ok, i'm going.

I closed the door and thoughtfully leaned on the door with my back.
-This was… definitely not the day i was expecting it's going to be.
I went on the balcony. And at that moment, it stopped raining and the sun came out.
-Uff.

'Look at the rainbow!' – somebody yelled underneath my belcony.
-What? – i looked down and saw Bill looking up at me and waving.
Bill : Do you see the rainbow?
I looked up at the sky and… i saw the rainbow.
I smiled.
Then i seriously looked back down at him – So?
Bill : It was raining, then it stopped when we kissed.
-Yeah, surely because of that

We were yelling so loudly 'cause i was on the 6th floor.
Bill : Remind me why are we screaming?
-I don't know. You just won't give up.
Bill : Never!
-Look, my head hurts. Bye – i turned and was about to leave.
Bill : Wait!
I turned back – What?
Bill : I forgot to give you something.
-I really do not care.
Bill : It's Joshi – he took him out of his pocket.
-Joshi! I… will be down in a second.

I ran out of my flat and came in front of my building where was Bill with Joshi.
-Joshi! – i screamed and ran to Bill – where did you get him from?
Bill : He was on the floor in your room.
-Why did you take him?
Bill : I picked him up. And wanted to give him to you. But then everything happened so fastly. And i forgot.
-Well… thanks – i tried to reach for Joshi who was in Bill's hand, but Bill moved his hand back so i stumbled and he got closer and kissed me.

I stepped back – What are you doing? Give me back Joshi.
Bill : Was this too much? – he got serious.
-Yes! and give me back Joshi.
Bill : I'm sorry.
-Just give me Joshi.
Bill : Please, I'm really sorry. I didn't want to be too-
-Ok, now give me Joshi.
Bill : What's up with you and Joshi? It's not like i'm going to rip him apart.
-Bill, just give him back to me.
Bill : Okay – he gave me back Joshi.
-Thank you – i took him, turned and started walking back to my building.
Bill : You're strange – he yelled behind me.
I stopped and turned – I'm what?
Bill : Uhh… strange.
-Why am i strange? – i started walking back to Bill.
Bill : Because… you broke up with your boyfriend and i expected you're going to be in tears, but you weren't. I kissed you, and all you wanted is to clean my mouth. I kissed you again and you only cared about Joshi. You're heartless.
-What did you just say?
Bill : You heard me.
-Know what? I didn't cry 'cause of Matt because i never loved him as a boyfriend actually. Know why? Because you were the only one i have ever loved. And i didn't want to smile when you kissed me, twice, because i don't want you to know that i would be yours anytime, any day. So tell me now, am i heartless? Or just heart-broken?

He didn't say anything.
-That's what i thought - i turned, but he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him.
Bill : All i wanted to do today was to make you smile, but you didn't. And that's what it makes you heartless.
-I'm Not heartless?
Bill : Yes you are.
-No, i'm not. Because i still love you. With all my heart. And for that, you need a heart.

Are bodies were coupled, looks connected. His touch made me shiver and i could have felt his breathe.

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sun Jun 06, 2010 8:48 pm

Awwh .. <333
Yay ~! bounce

Awesome chapter Wink

... Does this mean they're back by now ?? :]

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sun Jun 06, 2010 9:17 pm

aaaaaa.
I like. I like. I like. I like. aaaaaaaaaaa
YES! YES! YES!
wiii. Billyyyyy. Again. wiiiiii
haha. Ok. let's be normal. hihihi
anyway. I LOVE THIS CHAPTER!
<3<3<3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sun Jun 06, 2010 10:51 pm

omg!!! this is soooo sweet!!! xD

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Mon Jun 07, 2010 1:12 am

YES!!!! I agree with you all!!!!! I loved it!!!!
Actually now that i think about it, that day was almost like when they first met, it was raining and then there was a rainbow.... LOVELY! <3 Smile

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Mon Jun 07, 2010 5:33 pm

@Aaesha : haha there's always that hyper emoticon with your 'yay' Razz

thank you <3 and.. hehe i can't say anything silent

@Karlo : ahaha i'm not sure you could ever be normal Razz

but thanks hon Very Happy

<3

@Karen : Lol Thanksssss ^^<3

@Sophie : awwwi true *-* thank you :* <3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Tue Jun 08, 2010 6:36 pm

there are 2 photos - of the park, and the road... just read Wink

(these photos are from MY real life)

~ 37TH CHAPTER ~

#Bill talking#

So she told me she still loves me. Wasn't so sure should i have walked away, or kissed her again. So we were just standing.

Lely : So you ain't gonna say anything?
-Like what?
Lely : I love you too. Or i don't know.
-You know i love you. Why should i say it again?
Lely : To make me feel better.
-And how are you feeling?
Lely : I'm not sure – she looked at Joshi in her arm.
-Maybe… this was definitely weird, but maybe we should talk it out.
Lely : There's nothing to talk about.
-Lely! Come on! Why don't you wanna talk to me?
Lely : Because i know i'd break down. I really don't wanna cry again.
-And you don't need to. Just tell me how you feel.
Lely : Told ya i don't know =/
-Well… then tell me what would you like to do. Could you forgive me. Talk to me about something. I don't know, whatever you want. Or do yo-

#Lely talking#

He stopped talking. Because this time i kissed him. I put my hand round his neck.

-This is the only way to shut you up
Bill : Did you just…
- obviously.
Bill : Why?
-Because now, i don't wanna talk.
Bill : You never wanna talk.
-Maybe i wanna do something else – i was flirting with him.
Bill : Lely, you're strange
-Don't ruin this with talking
Bill : Yeah, definitely strange

-I wanna do something, actually
Bill : Yeah?
-Come with me – i took his hand and started running through the park.

[this is that park - benches ^^ - and it's behind my building, for Real. maybe you can see something blue in the distance, it's a part of my building]

Bill : Lely, where are we gooiiiing?
I didn't answer, just continued running with a smile on my face.
Like everything got together finally. Bill's here, he loves me and… i don't wanna talk anymore, don't wanna waste time. Just do whatever we can while we're together.

In a few minutes we were standing on the road.
-Do you remember this place?
Bill : Lely, somebody's going to run over us O_o
-Just, tell me do you remember this place.
Bill : Well…
-

#Bill talking#

She was holding my hands, smiling so sweetly.

-It was raining… And the car almost-
Lely : Ran over me, yeah
- The place where we have met, for the first time.
Lely : Then the rainbow showed

I got closer to her and saw sparkles in her eyes.
-This is the place where i started loving you. The place where i saw your beautiful smile and felt your touch for the first time. And you didn't even know. But, i wouldn't change anyhting.
Lely : That was an awful day. I almost died O.o
-O_O
Lely : But also one of the greatest days in my life And i can't even say how happy i am for having you. Knowing you, loving you…
-You forgave me?
Lely : When you said 'i'm sorry you stopped loving me' that day in school.
-And you acted mad?
Lely : – she looked down while smiling.
-Hehe, well i don't care. I'm living for this moment since- she put her finger on my lips.
Lely : Just don't say it. Don't wanna think about those past times. If i got over it, then you can forgive yourself too. Some things just aren't worth of remembering.

She sighed.
-And what will people say?
Lely : I honestly do not care. They can say whatever they want. But i'm happy like this. And i wanna be happy. For a change.
-What about Jelena... and Karla?
Lely : You're talking to much
-Ow, yes, i'm sorry

Lely : Uff, do you think we'll get through this? =/
-Through what?
Lely : All this. I wasn't even at your place until the day you left. And you never told me anything about your parents. Or grandma. Or i don't know. Like you weren't totally honest. And i let you in my world. And now, i wanna start over. So… i've been thinking.
-Don't think about anything anymore!
Lely : I don't wanna mess everything up again.
-Only i could do it =P Just, tell me you're all mine, and i'll never let you down. I promise you.
Lely : Should i believe you again this time? – her eyes were shining.
-You said you love me.
Lely : Hehe i already believe.
-Yeah

Everything was perfect. Her arms in mine, her smile conversant to me. So tell me what else could i possibly wish for?

-Watch out!!
I jumped to protect her and we fell on the grass by the road.

-Once again, i have saved your life.
Lely : What happened? O.o
-A car almost ran over us – i was lying on her.
Lely : There was no car.
-Didn't you see it?
Lely : No.

Lely : Haha there was nooo car, you just wanna be on top of me
-

-I just wanna find the perfect place.
Lely : For what?
-For this…

#Lely talking#

He helped me to stand up. But then he kneeled down.
-Bill, what are you doing? – i said like predicting what is going to happen next.
Bill : I love you. And i wanna make it forever.
-Bill? *-*
Bill : Lely, will you marry me?
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*Try to see world through my eyes - Page 19 Fotogr26

[This is the road - again, from my Real life Wink

Bill proposed me under that tree - in my imagination xD]

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Tue Jun 08, 2010 11:23 pm

omg!!!!!!!!!!! ur drivin me crazy here!!!! this is the sweetest thing I've ever read in my life!!!
omg I have tears in my eyes!!! this is sooo romantic and cute!!!
Awwwww he proposed!!! aghh!!! I'm sooo excited!!! lol sorry about that..I'm just too overwhelmed...
hehehe post soooon pleeeeaaase!!!! hehe xD

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Wed Jun 09, 2010 2:16 am

God, i totally agree with you Karen!!!!! Very Happy

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE HE PROPOSED, THAT'S AMAZING!!!!!!! cheers

So.... when's the wedding, I mean next chapter coming? Razz

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Wed Jun 09, 2010 10:30 am

Awhhhh <333333
:')) Nice way to propse Wink

Keep it up Very Happy

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Wed Jun 09, 2010 3:35 pm

@Karen : i'm so mean Razz

awwwwi now You are going to make Me cry *-* thanksss so much Very Happy

<3

@Sophie : hehe thank you ^^
haha hopefully... might even today, not sure Wink

<3

@Aaesha : aww thank you :*<3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Jun 10, 2010 12:47 am

awwiiii... *-*
Sorry I didn't comment on the ( predhodni) chapter...
I had lots of thing to do in school... -.-
But I'm here now...so...
THE BOTH CHAPTERS ARE AWESOME.....and am I already married???
I forgot!!! xDD
If I'm not can we marry with our husband on the same day?? please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?!?!
OH PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!?!? *on my knees*
well Bill was on his knees proposing you...well I'm on my knees begging you!! :DD
So will we marry on the same day'??? *puppy eyes*

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Jun 10, 2010 1:03 pm

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
BillBillBillBill.
<3<3<3<3<3
Awwwww.
LajkLajk
Kiss. <3

love you. <3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:27 pm

@Jelena : Nope, you're not marries yet
ahahahaha okay, okay, okay xD Very Happy

<3
and thanks <3

@Karlo : lolol ma samo za tebe Bill Razz

hvala <3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Thu Jun 10, 2010 9:05 pm

Oh thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!! Razz

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sat Jun 12, 2010 10:28 am

awwww.
C'mooon. write new chapter. Razz

Luv u.

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sat Jun 12, 2010 12:37 pm

@Jelena : ahahaha it's ok Razz

@Karlo : lolol sorry, i wasn't able these days <.<

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sun Jun 13, 2010 2:19 pm

I know you've been waiting for a long time, but here it is, my last chapter Smile

~ 38TH CHAPTER ~

#Lely talking#

-Bill, what are you doing?
Bill : Will you marry me, Lely? I love you more than anyhting in the world. I hope you're going to trust me in the future. Know i screwed up, but i don't wanna lose you again.
-Hehe don't say that. We're fine now. And… oh, stand up – i took him up – i just want us to go slowly. I'm not ready to get married. And neither are you. So, let's just stay like this.
Bill : But, Lely, i moved again. Because i realized what i did. It was such a mistake. And i don't wanna leave you, ever again.
-Then don't
Bill : But it's not that easy. This is my first real relationship. And i'm not sure how to act, what to do.
-Just be yourself. And don't think my life would be better without you. Nothing compares to you.

-Uff, please, don't get mad, but… my answer is 'no'.
Bill : Yeah… - he looked down, kinda disapponting – i know we're too young..
-Baby – i held up his head – i think love is all we need at the moment. And you have my heart. So don't worry, i won't run away
Bill : It's not about you, it's me. i'm scared i'd run away.
-You won't
Bill : What do you mean?
-This time, i Won't let you run away – i stood closer to him and kissed his lips.

Bill : You think you know everything
- Just run away, i'd chase you all around the world.
Bill : And then spank me
-Haha shush – i pushed him a little bit.
Bill : Yeah, yeah, Lely is Einstein – he put his hand round my shoulders and started laughing.

We started walking on the meadow by the road.
-So, are you mad? Disappointed?
Bill : Hmm, everything.
-=(
Bill : Don't worry Lely, the most important thing is that i haave you. Guess that signed paper isn't so important, ha?

-This is so great
Bill : What?
-Finally being with you, in your arms… - i leaned my head while we were walking.
Bill : I know what you mean

Bill : So, where are we going?
-To my flat. I'm all wet.
Bill : Haha sorry, i forgot it was raining when we were lying on the grass.

*A few minutes later*

I unlocked the front door of my flat and we came in.
-Wanna dring something? I'm going to change.
Bill : Okay. I'll take it myself.
-Okay – i sent him a kiss and went to my room to change clothes.

-Ow, where's Joshi?? – i yelled from my room to him in the livingroom.
Bill : He's here

-Crap! – i ran out of my room to the livingroom, looking for something.
Bill : You're looking so cute.
-Yeah, it was my dad's until i stole it from him in the 3rd grade – i was wearing a huge white shirt, it was too big for me and it looked like a weird dress.

Bill : What are you looking for? – he was sitting on the sofa.
-Um, my phone.
Bill : It's here.
-Uff, thank you.
Bill : What's so important?
-Jelena…
Bill : You're all about her & Karla.
-Well, we're best friends.
Bill : Make it all about me now
-Haha somebody's jealous. Lalala.
Bill : Yes, i am.
-Hehehe well, i'll just send a few text messages to them, and then… - i was looking at the phone screen while typing messages - … then it is going to be all… about… you and me
Bill : Lely…Lely – he was trying to take the phone out of my hands -
-Wait, wait, i'll be done now.. one second.
Bill :

-Ok, i'm done. Here – i put the phone down.
Bill : Good
-I'll just get dressed and then we can go out
Bill : Can we stay here, for a while?
-Ow, okay.

We went to my room.
Bill : Joshi – he gave him to me.
-Hehe thanks.
Bill : I wanna spend my future with you.
-Don't propose again *-*
Bill : Hehehe i won't. i'm just trying to tell you how much you mean to me.
-I love you too – we hugged.

He sat on my bed – Bill : Let's make this last forever.
I sat next to him.
We layed together, next to each other. Set my hand against his and i looked into his eyes.
I got closer to him and he put his hands around me.
Like we're never going to fall apart.

*Later*

Matt was out of my life. I wasn't so sure will we stay friends, but i don't need a violent person in my life anyway.
Karla & Jelena figured out how much i loved Bill and knew there's no other way. So they were happy for me.
Karla was single, waiting for the right one. And The One came…
Jelena & Lucas were still together. She was excited 'bout her wedding. But she knew they can get married when they both finish collage.
Lucas & Bill were best friends.
Tom was still lady's man, he didn't change until The Right One came…

Bill finished his 1st year of collage in Zagreb, spending time with me. And when i finished high school, we both moved to Berlin on collage.
Lucas & Jelena moved to Italy on collage. Jelena got an opportunity on a Music Academy so Lucas supported her and went with her.
Karla moved to Turkey with her Mr.Right-One. Tom moved with too ;D

We were all still friends. And we kept on texting each other, being best friends
Distance couldn't separate us.

~ Okay guys, this was my last chapter, it had to ended some day, hehe.
I was thinking and - if you want, i can continue my story, so this would be the end of the 1st part.
Tell me what you think about it.
My life would be kinda empty without writing, lol.

*I really hope you liked my story. i was trying to make every chapter interesting, did it work? Hehe.

<3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sun Jun 13, 2010 3:11 pm

well it sure did work!!! i love your story!! its so exciting and interesting!!!

you have to write the second part!!! xD

hehe i love this chapter!! so cute!! xD <3 <3

Subject: Re: *Try to see world through my eyes Sun Jun 13, 2010 3:20 pm

oww thank you ^^ <3
haha okay okay Very Happy

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