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aaaaaaaaaaa.....What happens next???
what happens next??? *-*
I wanna konwwwwwwwwwwwww xD
You know I missed your story <3
And thank god I can read it again <3
Love you <3

Sophie : <3
@Jelena : ahaha i know
here it is (:
love you too!!<3<3

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~ 62ND CHAPTER ~

Karla : Thank you so much, aunt Ljiljana. You had a wonderful wedding. You looked... beautiful.
-I'm sure soon we'll come on your wedding – she pointed at Karla and Tom.
They two looked at each other and blushed.
Karla : Emm.. no, i'm not so sure...
Tom : Maybe one day. Maybe!
I started laughing. Karla looked at me with her scary look. I winkled.
Tom : Well, anyway, we should go. I don't wanna miss our flight.
Karla : Yeah, me neither. Okay, so... goodbye everybody.
We were standing at the front door of my parents' apartment. In zagreb. Croatia. My lovely home.
My mom and dad renewed their vows in my hometown. All my friends were there. Bill and i traveled from Berlin.
Karla was now hugging all of us – my parents, Jelena, Bill, Lucas, me...
-I hope i'll see you soon again. I miss you so much. I just realized how much i loved high school.
Jelena : Yeah.
Karla, Jelena and i were holding each other's hands, hugging.
Jelena : Hmm, well, Lely is getting married soon.
-Hah. I still have some time.

Tom : Dude, you're engaged – Tom said to Bill.
Bill : Haha yeah, i know.
Tom : You're stuck.
Bill : It's really not like that. When you love somebody, it's not hard.
Tom : Hh. Well good luck.
Dad : I think Lely is still too young – my dad interrupted their conversation.
Mom : Oh shut up and let the kids talk. We'll leave you alone – they went to the livingroom.
Lucas : Lely...
I turned to him. His arms were wide open.
-Hug? – i smiled.
Lucas : Best friends.
-Of course – i hugged Lucas tigh and whispered to him – don't forget you proposed Jelena.
Lucas : Never. You know she's my everything.
-Just saying. You two should have a wedding definitely before mine.
He laughed – Lucas : We'll see. But hey, you're twenty now. I'm still 19.
-Ccc. Only for a week more.
Lucas : Man, i feel like a grandpa.
-Haha. By the way, i think your new hair is awesome!
Lucas : You like it?
-Yep. If there wasn't Bill and Jelena, i'd definitely rape you, you'd be mine! Ha!
Lucas : Haha, scary. But cute.
Lucas : Oh, just take care of your new haircut.

Tom : Karla?
Karla : - she sniffled – I'm coming.
We hugged for the last time and so soon... they were gone again.

-No! – i yelled when i looked at Lucas and Jelena – You two are also going?!
Lucas : And what do you think what was that hug for?
-Dude, i thought you missed me.
Lucas : Hehe. Sure i did but we also gotta go. We have a long drive home.
-That's so not fair – i made that baby unhappy face.
Jelena : I already miss you – she hugged me.
-Honey, next summer is ours.
Jelena : Definitely. You can come to Italy to us.
-Sure!
Lucas : Okay. Bye guys.

And so soon, all of them were gone. Again.
I enjoyed this last 2 weeks in Zagreb. With my family. My best friends. We haven't seen each other in a year.
Bill and i were together again over than a half of year. I memorized every single moment spent with him.
Bill : We should start packing too – he hugged me from the back, kissing my neck when we went into my 'ex' bedroom.
-Yep, we really should. But, maybe in a few minutes? - i turned and hugged him around his neck.
He raised me up into his arms. I put my legs around his waist and now he was passionately kissing my lips, holding me up on him. He walked to my bed and sat on it. I could have leaned my legs on it now. I was sitting on his knees, unbuttoning his shirt, still merging his wet lips with mine.
Bill : What if... your parents come in? – he hardly asked through my kisses.
-I locked the door. Don't worry.
He took off my shirt and i pushed him to lie down on bed and i laid on top of him.
Bill : I don't wanna cause you trouble.
-You won't.
Bill : But what if somebody comes in?
-I told you i locked the door.
Bill : But still...
I stopped kissing him and looked at him from the top – First, it's not like we're doing this for the first time here. And second, remember when i used to talk too much and you shut me up with a kiss everytime?
Bill : Yeah...
-Well, now you're talking too much. Nobody could come in. Plus, i told my mom to knock if she wants to come in because... we might be busy with... packing.
Bill : Great, now even your mom knows!
-You actually wanna talk about my mom now instead of doing it with me? Eh?
He measured our connected bodies and looked back into my eyes – Bill : May we continue?
I smiled and started kissing his lips again.
(...)
I woke up in my bed, with my purple blanket on me. But he wasn't here.
-Bill? – i called his name.
Bill : Lely?! – he ran into a room only with his pants on. He saw me awake and smiled – 'Morning, beautiful. Hope you had sweet dreams.
-Mmm, yep.
Bill : So, we have the whole apartment for ourselfs. Your parents went out. I made you a breakfast.
-Really? You did? Aaa, that's sweet. You haven't done that in a really long time.
Bill : Haha. Well this is just to show you how great night i had.
-Hehe, me too.
He bended and kissed my forehead.
Bill : So are you hungry?
-Yeah, i'm starving.
Bill : Put something on. I'm waiting for you in the kitchen.
He went out of the bedroom. I was sitting on the bed with a blanket on me. I took Bill's shirt and put it on.
I walked to the kitchen where he was making eggs.
-Woaw, this is nice – i sat on a chair.
Bill : The eggs will be done in a second.
-Sure. How's that you're doing this?
Bill : I don't know – he came to the table and put fried eggs on my plate – I guess i just wanted to show you how happy i am. I know i was hard on you, baby, and making you to choose our wedding date and everything. I realized the most important thing should be that you actually agreed marry me. So nothing else matters.
-Oh. So you don't wanna get married soon?
Bill : I do. But it shoud also make you happy. Not only me. So i guess we can wait.
-Oh... – i looked down at the plate.
Bill : What? – he worriedly asked when he sat down on the chair next to mine.
-Well... – i stood up and came to him, sat on his knees and put my hands around his neck – i thought it would actually be nice to get married soon. I mean like start planning.
Bill : You did? – he smiled.
-Yeaah. I mean, we're engaged now. It sounds weird, but... nice. So why not. Let's start planinng. I wanna buy a dress – i winkled.
Bill : Haha great! – he kissed me.
-Mmm. Let's pick a date.
Bill : How about the day we met?
-Cool. So March 1st?
He put his arms around my waist and kissed for an answer.
-Bedroom?
Bill : Ain't you hungry?
-That can wait.
He started kissing me again, took me into his arms and carried into a bedroom.
(...)
Bill : Home, sweet home – he carried our luggage into our apartment.
We just traveled back home from Zagreb.
Bill : Finally some peace.
-Help me to unpack the bags?
Bill : Sure.
-Oh, i've been thinking... – i sat on a bed in our bedroom – did you ever think about having kids?
Bill : Like being a dad? – he sat next to me with one bag in his hands.
-Yeah.
Bill : Kind of. Why? – he was looking for something in the bed, not paying the full attention on me.
-Well, there was one kid with his parents on the plane. And i saw how happy they are. So it got me thinking – i put my hand on my stomach.
Bill : And?
I looked at him confused – Bill!
He looked at me. – Bill : Ah, sorry, i was looking for my phone. Sorry. Okay, what is it?
-Ah, nothing, nothing. It's not so important actually.
Bill : Are you sure?
-Yeah. Just continue looking for your phone.
I stood up and left the bedroom. I took my phone and typed the number.
Jelena : Hello?
-Heey.
Jelena : Well, hi. How was your flight?
-It was good. We just came home. You?
Jelena : We had a long ride home. I'm planning to go to bed now.
-Oh. Sorry for interrupting.
Jelena : Nah. It's okay. So, what's up?
-Well i wanted to ask you something.
Jelena : Okay. I'm listening.
-Jelena, is it okay if... i wanna have a baby in my twenties?

hahaha...we are thinking the same
what can I say BFFs always think the same ^^ <3
uuu....Why didn't you write the (detalje) what happened in the bed?? aa?? xD
aaaaaa....we are separated again -.-"
being separated stinks!! -.-"
I wanna live closer to you...not only in the story....but in real life <33
Don't make me wait!! Post the new chapter soon <3
Love you my BFFL <3

aaaa, hehe true true ^^ we always think the same <3
ahaha 'details'
i didn't write the details because... what happens in bed, stays in bed ;D
awwwi, i know.. and again, we want the same thing :*
lolz, yea, i'm sorry it took me so long :/
i love you forever!<3<3<3

I'm going in that bed to see the details xD
Better write the new one faster xD Kidding
I love you more than FOREVER!!! <33333

awww!!! amazingly great chapter!!!! i loved it!!! xD
keep it up!!! and post soon!! <3

@Jelena : ahaha shush, you little hoe <3
i will ;D
love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love youuuuu!!!<3

@Annie : thanks <3

@Karen : lolzz thank youu
<3

ahha..Hush you you little bitch!!! xD <333
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D

haha. stop talk-talk-talking that blah blah blah xD<3

You shut up and put a new chapter!

haha dude, i'm working on it xD<3

haha..well hurry it up..
kidding

~ 63RD CHAPTER ~

Jelena : You wanna have WHAT?! – she started yelling on the phone.
-Hey, hey, calm down.
Jelena : Did you two already start, you know... trying?
-Haha no. We didn't. He doesn't even know i was thinking about the kids.
Jelena : But you should tell him if you really want them.
-I'm not a 100% sure yet. I was just thinking about that in last 24 hours. It's not like i got into that so much.
Jelena : Lely, i know you. When you start thinking about something, you can't stop.
-Ahh. I'll tell Bill if i keep thinking about that.
Jelena : Are you sure you want a child?
-Kind of.
Jelena : You gotta be completely sure. I think Bill would be an amazing dad. As amazing as you as a mother.
-Hehe you think?
Jelena : Yep. You were so great with my younger cousins. They adore you.
-Cuties. Oh, i gotta go now.
Jelena : Call me tomorrow.
-Definitely. Bye bye. Love you.
Jelena : Love you.
We both hung up. I set against the kitchen table and put my hand on my stomach again.
Bill : Baby? – he came into the kitchen. I put my hand down my body and upended.
Bill : You okay?
-Yep.
Bill : Who were you calling?
-Just Jelena.
He came closer to me and took my hands into his – Bill : Lely, what's wrong? I can see it in your eyes.
-I'm just thinking. Nothing's wrong, baby – i shortly kissed him.
Bill : Ok. Well come on, let's go to bed.
-Sure – he took my hand and i followed him to the bedroom.
(...)
Bill : Missus Tomić, where's Lely?
Mom : Lely? Emm, i don't know. She went out.
Bill : But it's eight thirty-five a.m.
Mom : Eh. I know. She said she's going to take some fresh air.
My mom was drinking coffee when Bill woke up and came into the livingroom looking for me.
Mom : You just woke up, honey?
Bill : Yeah. I haven't slept so well this night.
Mom : Ow. Me neither. I think we're all stressed out and excited because of your wedding.
Bill : Probably.
Bill came back into our bedroom, at my parent's place. We were back in Zagreb. He dressed up and went outside.
Bill : Bye, missus Tomić. I'll be back soon.

I was sitting on a bench, in that park i used to spend my free time. Bill's and mine bench.
I put my legs up and my arms around them, looking up at the sky. I heard someone's steps and looked left at the place they were coming from.
-Bill! – i smiled when i saw him.
He ran over to me and set next to me – Bill : Hey sweetie – he kissed my cheek. – What are you doing here this early?
-I was just thinking.
Bill : You know Lely, lately you're very... withdrawn. You don't tell me what you're thinking about or what's wrong. And i know something is because of your acting. I only wanna help you. And i can't do it this way. So please, talk to me.
I sigh – I know you're only trying to help. But some things... a girl can't explain.
Bill : Like what?
-I'm just excited about the wedding. That's it – i smiled, kinda lying, not telling the whole truth.
Bill : Excited? You don't seem excited. You seem more like you're having second thoughts.
-Noo. I'm not. I can't wait. I'm just having those days when i wanna be more on my own.
Bill : But it's been like this for a few months.
-Ah, i'm sorry you're worried about me. i'm fine now. – i smiled again.
He tried to believe me, even tho it was abvious he was still worried. But he put his right arm around my shoulders and i leaned my head on his.
Bill : We'll be fine – he tried to comfort me.
-I know we will – i agreed.
So i didn't tell him about that kids thing again. It's been on my mind for 6 months, and nothing. Jelena was right, i couldn't drop it. It was always on my mind.
(...)
-Karla, where's my-
Karla : Where's your?
I didn't even finish the sentence when i ran to the bathroom and started throwing up. Karla ran after me, raised my hair and put her hand on my back.
Karla : Are you okay? What happened? – she asked me when i stopped throwing up and stood up.
-Khm. I don't know. I feel kinda weird the whole day. Ah, nevermind. I probably ate something bad.
She looked at me like not believing me.
-Come on, Jelena is coming soon. We gotta wait for her.
Karla : Okay. Are you sure you're fine?
-Yeaaah. Totally.
Karla : You sure you're not like pregnant or something?
I looked at her confused. She started laughing.
Karla : I'm just kidding you.
-Hehe okay. Because i can't be pregnant.
Karla : Why not? – she smiled.
I sarcasticly looked at her – Oh shut up – and pushed her.
She laughed again and we got back into the livingroom.
Then the doorbell rang and we both ran to open the door.
Jelena : Look who's here! – she wide opened her arm and hugged us when we opened the door.
-Dude, you're finally here.
Jelena : Yep, we're meeting again.
Karla : Lately, we've only been seeing each other when is someone's wedding.
Jelena : So next time i'll see you girls on my wedding, eh?
-Haha probably – all three of us made a puppy face then continued our talk in the livingroom, when Jelena settled down.
(...)
Mom : Tomorrow's a big day – my mom said.
She, my 2 besties and i were talking about tomorrow, my wedding day. It came so soon, this last few months passed by really fast. I didn't even notice. I was all into planning that day. And it's here now.
Karla : Where are you going on your honeymoon?
-I'm not sure. He doesn't want to tell me. It's some kind of a surprise.
Mom : Well i'm glad i'll finally meet Bill and Tom's parents.
-Well, hopefully, my dress won't get ripped.
Jelena : Yeah, you silly head. It wouldn't surprise me.
-Ha! Thanks a lot.
Jelena : Yep, anytime.
They all started laughing when i barely kept my breath and ran to the bathroom, throwing up again. They came to me and worriedly looked at me.
-I'm fine – i said when i saw their faces.
Karla : Lely, this is the fourth time you're throwing up this week. You should have seen the doctor.
-No, i'm okay. This is just the nervousness before the wedding. Khm, by the way, where is Bill?
Jelena : Guys are outside.
-Ok. Well i'll clean this up. You go back to the livingroom, i'll be right back.
They went away when i took my cell phone and typed in Bill's number.
Bill : Hello?
-Bill...
Bill : Sweety?
-Yes, it's Lely.
Bill : Is everyhting okay?
-Actually... could you come home?
Bill : Are you ok, Lely? Something's wrong?
-I need to talk to you.
Bill : Yeah, i'm on my way.
(...)
Bill : Lely? – he called my name from the front door.
I came to him from the livingroom and took him to the bedroom.
Bill : Lely?
-Just listen.
He looked pretty confused – Bill : O..k.
-You know how lately i've been really...distant? Well, yeah, there was one more reason. Except the wedding.
Bill : Ok, i'm listneing.
-Well i've been thinking about kids. You know, what would it be like if we had a child. Yes, it's weird and freaky, i know. And i should have told you. I'm sorry.
I sigh.
Bill : So. That's it? That's what you wanted to tell me? Honey, okay, you don't have to feel that bad only because you think i'd get mad or something. It's our wedding tomorrow. I'm happy.
-Wait, Bill! It's just...i think i'm pregnant now.
(...)
Bill : This is our day. Only ours.
He carried me into the hotel room number 483. I was still in the wedding dress and he in his suit. He kissed my lips and put me down on the bed.
-I love it here. Caribbean... wow!
Bill : Mhm – he layed next to me.
-So this is the beginning of a new life with you – i smiled.
Bill : And with one more member of our new family – he put his hand on my stomach.
-Little Billie.
Bill : Or Lely.
-So how long are we going to be on our honeymoon?
Bill : As much as you want – he pulled me closer, kissed me again and started our honeymoon just perfectly.
The wedding was perfect. Just like the one i wanted to have. With the person i seemed to love since always. And his reaction of me being pregnant was more then unexpected. Thought he'd think he's trapped now. But he took my hands and seemed like the happiest man alive.
So here we are, joined in forever now.

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Okay, so this is the end of my story. 63 chapters, more then i ever expected i'd write. I hope you guys enjoyed it. Tho some chapters were kinda boring, i think.
Anyway, i'm thinking about writing a new fan fic, but i gotta work it out a little bit more.
Thanks for all your comments. All of them were such a support and you guys made my days.
I love you!<3
And i'm sorry it took my so much to write some chapters.:*

awwh, thanks.<3
hope i'll be able to write another story. i'm hoping you're going to be my reader again, ha? kidding <3

haha wahey, i already have one reader xD
dude, i totally wrote the 1st chapter of my new story

yep, it's called 'i'm an alien.'

haha only if you want *o* :*

aa seen xD thanks