Dreams

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Chapter Four

A Valentine for Selena

THE QUESTION

‘Selena I love you. Do you love me back? Because you just said that you do.’

‘Uh ….I don’t know.’

Smash cut

WHAT IF IT REALLY HAPPENED

‘Selena I love you,’ I said waiting for the answer.

‘I love you too Bill.’

Smash cut

THE ANSWER

Bill shook his head maybe trying to forget something. I was feeling tense and didn’t know the answer. I did like him but love ….that’s just another thing.

‘Bill, I do like you, but only as a friend. I don’t love you,’ I said.

‘Oh okay, I don’t mind. I just wanted some answer, and you answered. And I want to say that I do really like you, and you are a goddess from my point of view, and that you are an angel. I didn’t realize these feelings I had fro you until one year back, I couldn’t live without you ……..’

‘Wait a minute you just said that only one year back you realized that you couldn’t live without me. But I only met you yesterday.’

‘No, we meet three years back. I told you that I loved you and I couldn’t live without you.

‘Oh ………..’

‘And if you don’t like it this I can live without you ……I think.’

‘Okay,’ I said trying to calm myself down because no other boy ever liked me and he likes me.

‘So, do you? I mean what do you want? For me to go away or stay with you?’ he asked the longing in his voice to know the answer was really transparent.

‘Uh ….I …..I don’t know ……it’s just that …..umm …..’

‘What just please tell me.’

‘Ummm …..Please Bill. I need time to know what I should do.’

‘Okay, I should go now. Looks like I already got the answer …..see you …some other time ^_^’

Time lapse

DENAIL

I returned to my apartment thinking about Bill and not paying attention to Otto, Teddy or even Baby. My phone was ringing I picked it up and said ‘Hello?’

‘Hey Sel, what’s up?’ a very familiar but rarely heard voice came.

‘Hey Mak, I just got back to my apartment. You know Bill Kaulitz right? He just said he loved me.’

‘NO WAY!!! A guy said that! To you? And do you love him back like did you say that back?’

‘No.’

‘WHY?! You won’t get another guy like him!!’

‘Look I don’t care about it anymore.’

‘You are really an idiot Sel and you know that dumbass!!!!!’

‘I know, I am XD’

‘UGH!!! I’ve always hated this attitude of yours :/’

‘I know you do. So hows your job?’

‘It’s going great and don’t steer away the discussion to something else you ass! ’

‘Okay, but how do you know I was?’

‘You are so transparent Sel. And did you REALLY like him?’

‘Yeah, he was cute, sensitive and ……’

‘AND?’

‘Well, he was nice.’

‘And you have a crush on him don’t you?’

‘No I most certainly do not!’

‘Sel I know you don’t say that you don’t XD’

‘Okay but don’t tell this to anyone okay?’

‘Alright I won’t lol.’

‘You use internet so much you speak internet language now.’

‘I know, I like using “LOL” most of the time.’

‘Okay so anything new with life?’

‘Nope, not much same old same old XD’

‘So how’s Kacee? Haven’t heard much about him nowadays …..’

‘Oh Kacee, well he’s busy with his modeling stuff.’

‘Hmmmm :/’

‘Hey, gotta go. I’ll call later bye.’

‘Oh okay bye ‘

Time lapse

ANGER XD

‘WHAT THE HELL!!! YOU GUYS DON’T HAVE ANY DOG FOOD?!’ I yelled.

‘We are sorry ma’am.’

Time lapse

DEPRESSION

I was eating a lot, like sweets, chocolate and cookies. And Makayla was here right now and she was really irritating me.

‘Sel, why are you eating so much? Are you filling a void in life or something or are you depressed?’

‘Well, I am not depressed and how do you know this?’

‘I spent time with “you know who” and I will get to know about it now I think.’

Makayla’s pov:

‘Okay, but I am not depressed,’ she said.

‘You know you should let it out like Mac always said when anyone was depressed.’

‘How can I?’ and she started to cry. My natural instinct was to stop her but in psychiatry you have to let them cry.

Time lapse: 1 day

ACCEPTANCE

Selena’s pov:

I was sitting in Nervosa when Mak came in.

‘Oh hey, have you accepted that you like Bill?’

‘I think I do like him ……..’

‘Well, you should tell him.’ When she said that Bill came in. OH DAMN! He could have come in later :/

‘I’ll get up,’ Mak said as she got up.

‘No, don’t go. I can’t talk right now!’

‘You’ll go on.’

‘WHAT?!’

‘Hey, Sel. Did I disturb you?’Bill said.

‘Oh not at all.’

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Some boys go to college and we all call them wusses XD XD
I will post today if no one takes my laptop away or we're watching Frasier XD

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Chapter Five

To tell the Truth

A LITTLE PSYCHIATRY HELPS

‘Selena, did you make your decision?’ Bill asked.

‘Uh …..no. I’m sorry, I can’t talk right now.’

‘Okay, I should go then,’ when he said that Karen came in.

‘Hey Bill, I thought I won’t meet you again XD And Sel where did you go to?’

‘Hi, um …..I need to go. You can sit here,’ he said and went away.

‘I went to New York to shoot for Wizards of Waverly Place.’

‘Oh okay, so how are you?’

‘Um …..just deciding something …….’

‘If it’s not too personal can I ask what it is?’

‘Yeah, it’s about a guy. He told me that he loves me but I don’t that I love him back :/’

‘Well, I know what is with you. You know that your parents didn’t love you, they ignored you and hurt you, and your heart learnt how to leave that spot alone. And know when someone loves you; you can’t estimate that does someone really does. And you need someone to love you and that’s when your heart can be whole.’

‘Yeah, that can be it :/’

‘It must be because it’s your unconscious that’s making you like this. And who’s the guy?’

‘Um …..’

‘It’s Bill isn’t it?’

‘How did you know?’

‘I know body language?’

‘Then what am I feeling right now?’

‘You wanna tell him know right?’

‘I don’t know………’

‘You don’t want to lose your chance, or do you?’

‘I don’t wanna lose my chance but I ……’

‘Go now and tell him!’

‘But …….’

‘No buts, lol.’

‘Okay ….’

‘Now GO!’

‘But, have YOU ever done something like this??’

‘No but you’re the first one ^_^’

‘Uh ….I don’t want to do this.’

‘Oh shut up and get out there!!!!’

‘O …..okay.’ I got up, but sat down again.

‘What the hell is wrong with you? Go and don’t miss the chance.’

‘But …..’

‘Okay, I give up on you. Just imagine how you would feel when he’s with another girl.’

‘Umm, I’ll feel the same.’

‘But when he is, I’ll be there for you.’

Time lapse

TALES FROM THE CRYPT

I went back home, feeling the same. I was greeted by Teddy and Otto; they were very hungry so I gave them their food. Baby was sleeping soundlessly in my bed, I don’t know why but I started to cry. I went out without my trench coat and it was raining. I went to a park and saw a person standing in the rain also.

‘Bill, is that you?’ I asked.

‘Yeah ……’

‘What are you doing in the rain?’

‘I should ask you the same question.’

‘Yeah, Bill. Can I say something?’

‘Go ahead.’

‘Bill, I really do like you but I don’t get why you like me. Can you answer me that?’

‘I can. When I look in your eyes it feels like I’m another person, a person who can love. You are a goddess and angel for me, it’s like Venus came on Earth. Even if you don’t love me, but for me you’ll always have a special place in my heart.’

‘Bill ……’

‘Selena look, I know you don’t like me much …..’

Bill’s pov:

‘How do you know I don’t like you much? Maybe my unconscious is making me like this, maybe I do love you. How can you guess that?’

I saw tears in her eyes even though it was raining. ‘Selena, don’t cry,’ I said as I wiped away all her tears.

‘What if …..What if I do love you?’

‘How can you say that?’

‘Because my life feels incomplete when I am not around you,’ she said and hugged me.

‘You know that you’re hugging me.’

‘Yeah, I know that.’

‘But, do you really love me?’

‘Yes I do and Karen made me realize that.’

‘Okay, but ………’

‘No Bill, I do like you and nothing can stop me even the rain.’

‘Really? Is it true because the last time you said you liked me you didn’t.’

‘No, I do.’

‘It’s not like I’m going to marry you right now and you’re saying I do.’

‘Well, if you were what would you say?’

‘If I had a ring here.’

‘Here take this one,’ I took mine off and gave it to him. ‘Now, what will you say.’

‘Uh …’ he got down on his knees. ‘My dad told me when I was a little boy that to win a girls heart is to get all the stars in the universe and give them to her. Right now I only have one of them but after a while I’ll get them all for you if you let me.’

‘I do,’ she said and hugged me.

‘And will you kiss the bride?’ she asked.

‘Of course,’ I replied and kissed her.

Time lapse

MOONS OVER SEATTLE

Selena’s pov:

‘Bill, you will love me forever right? And will never cheat on me will you?’

‘I will always love you Sel and I will never cheat on you. I would never even look at another girl because you are the only one I love and forever will.’

‘Have you seen that star it’s so bright.’

‘Yeah …..But not as much as you.’

‘You’re making me blush.’

‘But you look cuter like that ’

‘Hey it’s so late, I need to go.’

‘Why? You’re leaving so early.’

‘It’s not. It’s about 10.’

‘So? I am with you, you’re not scares are you?’

‘No, I need to go to Otto, Teddy and Baby, my two dogs and my kitten. They must be hungry.’

‘Okay, but I’ll be waiting for you ’

‘Hehe okay, bye darling.’

Time lapse

HOME SWEET HOME

I reached my apartment gave Otto and Teddy their food and Baby a bottle of milk. She was so cute ^_^ Awwww, I have a soft spot for kittens I went to my bed and fell fast asleep.

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WOW!!!!!!!!!!! I loved this chapter, it was so cute!!!!!!

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Well, these are the scans of the pets lol the scans are very bad I know. It took about three days for the my moms peon to get it scanned and on a weekend

Chapter Six

To love a broken Heart

Bill’s pov:

I got up from a sleepless night, I couldn’t think of anything else than Selena. I hurriedly took a shower, changed my clothes and freshened up. Something gave me the feeling that she was in the park, I started to run in the anticipation of meeting her once again. She was sitting there, all alone and depressed by the look of it. I went to her, she was crying.

‘Sel, what happened?’ I said and hugged her.

‘My dad …’ she sobbed.

‘Wha …What happened to your dad?’

‘He had an accident and died. I can’t believe that my dad died, I didn’t even have a chance to meet him again.’ She started to cry even harder.

‘Sel, I’ll always be there for you if you need my help. I am here now and you have my shoulder to cry on.’

‘But Bill, I didn’t see my dad for over 6 years and now he’s dead.’

‘Selena please, I know it’s sad but I am here. There’s no need to worry, I love you and nothing will come between us.’

Time lapse

CHANGE IS BETTER, NOT BEING A DOCTOR

Kamelia’s pov:

I couldn’t wait to talk to Mackenzie after her one day internship at the Seattle Grace hospital. The door knocked I opened it and Mac was there.

‘Hey, where were you?’ I asked.

‘Sorry I was watching and learning the Cardiac supplements and what job you have to do.’

‘Thanks so what was it like?’

‘You don’t wanna know.’

‘Why? What happened?’

‘You won’t stand it. It’s not for the faint hearted.’

‘But!’

‘No, buts. Become an agent but no doctor, okay?’

‘Why? I am not a faint hearted person!’

‘Well, I’ll tell you to become an agent.’

‘But ……’

‘I am telling you an agent will be fine no doctors. I don’t know how I’ll even see those things and become a psychiatrist.’

‘Oh okay, but should I become an agent?’

‘Yeah, that’ll be fine ’

Time lapse

DREAMS

Selena’s pov:

Bill was now with me and I calmed down a little bit. I didn’t know what to say to him, he had me in his arms in a hug and I was half asleep. He was very cozy, soft and warm. I then remembered the lyrics of a song which fitted this perfectly. I got up.

‘Selena, you’re weak. You shouldn’t walk right away, you’re in shock,’ he said as he followed me.

And I started to sing:

‘Oh, my life is changing everyday
In every possible way
And my dreams it's never quite as it seems
Never quite as it seems

I know I've felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
And then I open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be

I want more, impossible to ignore
Impossible to ignore
And they'll come true, impossible not to do
Impossible not to do

And now I tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
You're what I couldn't find
A totally amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me

Oh, my life is changing every day
In every possible way
And my dreams it's never quiet as it seems
'Cause you're a dream to me, dream to me.’
‘Hehe, I am a dream to you am I?’
‘Yeah ‘cause I’ve never meet a guy like you.’

‘Then if you’re singing I shouldn’t be left behind should I?’

‘No, go ahead’

‘The stars are bright tonight
And I am walking nowhere

Guess I will be alright
Desire gets you nowhere

And you are always right
I thought you were so perfect

Take you as you were
Have you as you were
Take you as you were

I love you just the way you are
I love you just the way you are
I´ll take you just the way you are
Does anybody love the way you are?
Aaa aaa aaa

The stars are bright tonight
A distance is between us
And I will be ok
The worst I’ve ever seen us

And still I have my weaknesses
And still I have my strength
And still I have my ugliness

But I, I, I
I love you just the way you are
I love you just the way you are
I´ll take you just the way you are
Does anybody love the way you are?

Aaaa aaaa aaaa aaaa aaaaa

I love you just the way you are
I love you just the way you are
I´ll take you just the way you are
Does anybody love the way you are?

Aaaa aaaa aaaa aaaa aaaa aaaa aaaa

Star, star,’ he sang in his perfect voice.

‘Really? Hehe.’ I said.

‘Yeah, I really mean it even though I didn’t write these lyrics.’

‘Neither did I ’

He pulled me closer to him. I looked into his hazel eyes and I couldn’t think of anything else but him. He was so perfect but how can he love a person like me? I shouldn’t think like that. Hmmmm, but why would he?

‘I love you,’ he whispered in my ear and his cold breath tingled me. I was so star struck that I couldn’t mumble a word, he was amazing and perfect.

‘Bill, you’re the perfect guy but I am not the perfect girl for you.’

‘Shhhh,’ he put his finger on my lips ‘Don’t ever say that again.’

‘O …okay …….’ I closed my eyes and then felt that his lips were on mine. I started to blush furiously, my checks were tingling and my butterflies were fluttering so much that I wanted to much my stomach to make them stop.

‘Selena are you okay?’ he asked and I opened my eyes.

‘Y …yeah ….I ….I am.’

aghhh!!!! i love the scans!!! absolutely perfect!!!!!

and the chapters are just amazing!!!!!!! i cant wait to know what happens next!!!! man i love this!!!! lol xD

Thank you. Which one of the scans are your favorite, I know mine Otto
I hope that I'll post tomorrow 'cause I wanna think about when to finish this story :/

i like teddy and mittens!!!! so cute!!! hehe
dont finish the story!!!!!!

Okies, I won't finish the story right away, I'll try and bend the plot a little

I loved this chapter!!! And the scans are so beautiful, I loved them all!!!
Please post soon

Thanks I'll post today hopefully XP

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The pets are cuute *O* <3
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Lol I think I'm losing my touch I don't have anything else to say XD

Chapter Seven

Just my Imagination

Bill’s pov:

It was just mind-blowing that Selena really liked me back. When she was with me I couldn’t sleep and when she was away from me I couldn’t even sleep them too. She was just my life and my love, no matter how hard Maris will try to get me back I won’t go back to her. She’s just a selfish snob!! I didn’t want to let Sel go anywhere without me but she was still uncomfortable to have me along with her all the time. She even had two dogs and a cat, Otto, Teddy and Baby.

I was going to her apartment, as she told me where it was. I knocked the door, she opened it and she fainted. I picked her up and laid her down on her couch. I held her hand and prayed for her to wake up but she won’t.

‘Sel, please wake up. I am just too worried,’ when I said that she did wake up but looked at me with a confused expression.

‘Who are you?’ she asked. Oh maybe she has memory loss because she fainted.

‘Oh okay, let’s start from the beginning. Uh ….I am Bill Kaulitz,’ I said while looking in her confused eyes.

‘And who am I?’

‘You’re Selena Gomez. A singer, actress and a song writer for Disney. And …..uh and ….ummmm.’

‘Hey even though I don’t know you I’m starting to like you.’

‘Uh …….really?’ Not this again, she forgot about me once but not again

‘Yeah, you have beautiful eyes hehe,’ she started to laugh.

‘Huh? Why are you laughing?’

‘Just like that, I have never said anything like this before ^_^’

‘Oh, I think I should leave now,’ I said as I got up.

‘Do I live alone here?’

‘Yeah, but you have Otto, Teddy and Baby. You’re two dogs and one cat.’

‘Uh ……I’m scared.’

‘You shouldn’t be you’re used to living alone.’

‘Ohhhh but I am scared. Please don’t leave me alone,’ I couldn’t leave her alone after she said that I turned and sat next to her.

‘So, what’s my name again?’

‘Selena Gomez …….’

‘Oh okay. And yours?’

‘Bill Kaulitz.’

‘So do you have a girlfriend?’

‘Um ……..yeah.’

‘Can I ask her name?’

‘Yeah, Selena. Just like yours.’

‘Oh cool.’

‘She sings too.’

‘Oh, do you?’

‘Yeah.’

‘Would you sing a song for me? Please?’

‘Uh, one minute,’ I got up and went to her library and looked around. I took out a book and suddenly one of the shelves’s moved. I went in and saw a guitar there. I took it and went back, what a coincidence I found a guitar now I’ll have to sing. But which song?

‘Hey, I’ll play one of my favorite songs which I wrote.’

‘What’s the name?’

‘In you shadow I can shine.’

‘Wow, I love the name.’

I hate my life.
I can't sit still
for one more single day,
I've been here waiting,
for something to live and die for
Let's run and hide.

Out of touch
Out of time,
Just get lost without a sign.
As long as you stay by my side

In your shadow I can shine….
In your shadow I can shine….
In your shadow I can shine….
Shine...

You see my soul,
I'm a nightmare,
Out of control I'm crashin'

Into the dark,
Into the room,
Into the world,
Of our cocoon.

You are the sun and
I am the moon.

In your shadow I can shine….
In your shadow I can shine….
In your shadow I can shine….
Shine…

Don’t let go!
Oh, no oh.
Don't you know

In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine

Shine, shine, shine

In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine

Shine, shine, shine

In your shadow I can shine…’

She just looked at me like I she never saw me before. ‘Wow, you have a perfect voice.’

‘Uh ….well, it’s not perfect :/’
‘What? It is. I …..love your voice,’ she blushed while saying that.

‘Why are you blushing? I should be the one blushing because you are complementing me.’

‘Oh hehe it’s just that I’ve started to like you.’

This time I blushed ‘Uh …..you really like me?’

‘Yeah …..uh …um …..yeah …..You are cute and were nice to help me over come my fear of being alone.’

‘Well, no problem. The thing is I like you too.’

She started to laugh. ‘What happened?’

‘Trust buster, you can believe anything. I haven’t forgotten you, I was acting XD’

‘What?!’

‘Hehe yeah XD’

‘Oh I don’t like you anymore.’

‘Bill! I was just joking, oh please forgive me ‘

‘You know one thing, I can’t be mad at you for more than two seconds,’ I said and hugged her.

‘Bill, I love you.’

‘I love you too Selena.’

hahahah xD
That's funny
Great chapter *ThumbsUp*